oh god

makhluk allah sorg ni. tolg la paham!

terase cm nk nanges

x tau np. sensitive sgt. bia la. jgn lynkn perasaan sgt.

rase cm rugi

difan! ayah did kne strok!!! hmm. aku ade lah rindu sorg mmber lame ni. nta la. budak skolah taman melawati. bg aku la kn. die kwn baik aku la. tp.... ble aku pindah skolah. ktorg dah renggang. n ble aku msuk mwati blk,die dah jumpe kwn bru die pn tgglkn aku. aku admit aku freak dlu. huk3. but peoples change. hmm. aku rindu die do! rindu gle. tp rase cm bodoh gak sbb die bkn nye dulik pasal aku pn. hmm. xkn aku nk ckp kt die aku rindu die after 3 years x bertego. tol x? mst la die ckp aku plek. alaa. nk nanges pn ye. tp.. die x amek pot lgsung pasal aku. aku je yg btol2 rindu die cm bodoh plak. name die tia. kalo die bace la blog ni kn. aku x kesah la ape yg die nk ckp pasal aku. jnji aku dah luahkn dr aku simpan. haha. bia la. just nk luahkn je. hmm. kdg2 smpai nk ajak die kua. nk lpk2 dgn die n hang out mcm dlu2. mase form 2 dlu. tp x yah kot. xpe la. angan2 je la. haha. sdey aku. urgh! nta la. aku rindu kawan aku yg aku anggap sahabat dulu. tp nk wat mcm mne. bia la. hehe. xpe la. aku je la yg kne carik kwn yg btol2 stick dgn aku. okay then. tu je.

did

did. tabah kan hati. we are always there for you. doa byk2. allah maha mendengar and maha pemakbul. doa ye. kuat kan hati. anngap ni satu ujian dr tuhan. terima dgn redha. sayang ko.

ekin yg dah x suke nk amek pot

haih. smlm mcm2 hal jd kt college. mls aku nk amek tau. kang aku plak yg kene. tp kesian la member aku tu. die kne tanggung kn. but i advice her allready not to take sides. and jgn interfere. tp tu la. kesian die. dah la die kakak. bdk2 x hormat die. aku dah ckp dah 'kak, wat hal akak sendiri kak,jgn pk org dah. pk dri akak plak. kite nye study tu yg penting dr dorg ni. nnt kite jgk yg rugi.' sbb ape aku ckp mcm ni. sbb aku rase cm x yah la nk pk pasal masalh org n msuk cmpur hal org. nnt org ckp kite menyebok. n nnt org ckp kite ni tunjuk pndai. mule2 tu aku agak marah adgn perangai bdk2 college aku . tp ble aku tego mcm mne pn. dorg still wat mnde yg same. so aku decide not to amek pot dah. nnt aku plak yg kene. so kwn je dgn sume org. and focus on my study. n x take sides. mmg grm ble dgr akak tu kne mcm tu. tp kdg2 bosan sbb asyik dgr mnde yg same. mcm tgk tv la kan. asyik la tgk cte yg same. pi mai pi mai tang tu la ibaratnye. kalo korg pn mst bosan kn. so aku dgr je la. n takat bg pndapat je la bile die mintak. cth cm kwan mak aku tu. suke sgt msuk cmpur hal family ktorg. aku x suke. sbb tnjuk pndai. aku nk je ckp. 'weyh, ko jage je la family ko, dok diam2 kt umah jage anak'. haha. tu je la iktibar nye. and2 result aku semakin bgus. syukur alhamdulillah. dah improve. hope sem 2 ni x terok sgt. thats all. (p/s: i love you arin).

suke aku!

chelsea2!! chelsea2!!walaupn aku bkn peminat chelsea. tp aku mmg suke ble MU kalah. ahaha. maaf ye peminat mu. hak3.

Double fuck for those of you.

Double fuck just for a person that love to Flirt around.

Double fuck just for a person that need a Sympathy.

Double fuck just for a person that need Sex.

Double fuck just for a person that tried to take her Away.

Double fuck just for a person that need Attention.

Double fuck just for a person that tried to make her Down

Double fuck just for a person that need her when you are Down.

Double fuck just for a person that need to tell The World what is going on.

Double fuck just for a person that need to be Act care to her.

Im so tired for all this shit guys.

Im not playing around guys.

Enough is enough, look foward.

Dont do the Lame things.

Afterall im the one that make her calm.

So please make yourself usefull.

Im not joking, im serious.

Okay?

I love you so much Gigirl.

-arin-

tgk la arin!! dah gemok!! tee hee.

hehe. tp kan ramai orang cakap muke arin nmpk mude lg dari aku taw. xpe la. die gemok!! ahahahah

tee hee. comel kan die? and dah gemok la arin ni. hahaha.

p/s i love you

aku yg dah semakin gemok tgk la perubahan aku. haha

tengok ni gmbr2 aku!! urgh!! gemok dan hodoh!!! huk3. lg2 gmbr ikat rmbut. benci taw.!! ade ke ptt butang sua aku tercabut mase aku duduk. depan arin plak tu!! huk33. aku dah gemok!

dis blog is officially shared with mr arin

tu je

nak pindah la

nak pindah la pulak. adouai. mcm2 dugaan la dis sem. xpe2. dugaan. redha2. today got carving class. hope i do well la.

setelah lame x update blog

tee hee. dah lame nye x update blog. kn kn kn? tersgt la busy skang ni. sbb dis sem agak tough la. nk kne score byk2. last sem dpt 3.38 je. sigh** tp okay la. kire worth it la jgk pnt lelah aku ulang alik dr taman melati ke kj. hehe. tun sorry x dpt g umah u. sbb teramat2 busy. nk selesaikn all of my assignments + i lupe sbb trlmpau busy. so sorry ya. pastu mcm2 hal la jd dis past few weeks. bdk2 cls aku wat hal dgn lecturer. hadoy. bkn nye wat hal je mslhnye kuang ajar dgn lect. gle bodoh. faiz. pls la be a grown up person. u r 18 already. so be matured man! ble lg. college life is not the same as school life u know. haihh. pastu x nk ngaku salah plak tu. pasni kalo die wat hal lg aku mls nk amek pot. aku dah tego. so pasni its all up to you wether u want to change or not. ive done my job already. okay? pastu arin pn okay jgk. my relationship dgn die so far so good. happy je. gadoh tu biase. hehe. ape2 pn he always there beside me whenever i need someone to talk to. tp skang dah lame la x ber socialize dgn kwn2. rindu plak rasenye. dah lame x jumpe kwn2 aku. sigh**. tp xpe sbb masing2 sebok nk final kn? aku pn final bln 12 ni. takot plak. nnt la ble dah cuti kite jumpe k guys? smlm c difan yg dah jd ladies tu cll aku. bahahah. jgn marah difan. ape la ko minah. len kali cll le aku awal2. bleh lpk gn ko. len kali ko plan dlu sume then kite hang out k syg? aku pn dah lame gle x jumpe ko kn? pastu smlm my brother wat suprise. die kate x blk dis week tp blk jgk akhirnye. rindu akak ye amir. hehe. pastu die cte la kt aku mcm2 die ckp awek die dah brubah la ape la. aku ckp la. awek ko bru knl dunia tu. but mira x ptt la lyn amir mcm tu. adik aku tu penybr gle. x suke gak die wat amir mcm tu. endah x endah je. x boleh la kn? mcm2 jgk la terjadi cume aku mls sgt nk pk je. sbb takot ganggu konsentrasi aku towards study. aku nk score btol2. nk jd chef yg berjaya. x pn restaurant owner yg berjaya. its time for me to help mak n abh la plak kn. xpe kin! you can do it! hehe. and aku happy je skang ni. RAMBUT DAH PJG!! haha. suke aku. curl2 aku dah mule kua dah. pasni dah btol2 xnk color dah. nk rmbut itam plak. hehe. n pasni aku nk wat blog pasal kitchen la plak. nk update. so that aku igt ape yg aku wat. n hari2 aku nk improve dri aku. n make something new. tu je la. okay then!

emm

dah lame x update blog. alamak. one of my ex schoolmate(taman melawati) ask me to go to her open house dis sat. alamak how? i have no confidence at all la. hmm. after all that had happen to me after dis few years makes me feel sooo down graded about myself. adoai. can i make it? x nk g la. tp da jnji nk g. huk3. segan la. xde confidence. xpe la. just go through la kn? sbb mmg avoid la bdk mwt. all the mwatians. hmm.

sial!

babi. semua la. ko mmg pukimak. mmg kaki laga kn org. mati lg baik la ko ni. aman hidup aku. kimak tol. dpn ckp lain. belakang ckp lain. dpn mak aku bukan main baik ko kn? ko mmg sial. ptt pn ko sakit. talam due muke. hipokrit. pastu mak nanges sbb aku. x pasal2 aku wat dosa. aku kalo ko dah wat taik. aku wat taik la kt ko blk. weh. eeeee. sakit ati la. babi la babi.

sedih

actually aku happy je dgn birthday aku. tp rmai yg lupe wish. mcm erin ,fak ,hafiz, syezrel. nta la. terase dgn dorg. tp erin dgn fak da wish. sgt2 trase. lg2. CIKGU FIRDAUS a.k.a PDOT. aku kecewa dgn die. serious dow. tbe2 je diam. selame ni aku diam kn. so skang ni its time for me to speak out. dah lame aku diam. hmm. die nk ckp ape ckp la. ckgu. np ckgu diam je? ape salah saya? saya x kesah ckgu nk ckp ape pasal saya. tp pls la ckgu enough is enough. tbe2 diam. ape salah saya? saya dah x down la ckgu. wat ape saya nk down pasal amjad tu. saya dah x suke dia. dah naik menyampah dgn die. tp saya x kesah la cikgu nk ckp ape pasal saya. cume saya just nk cikgu tau saya x wat salah ape pn dgn cikgu. xpe la cikgu. tp saya terase dgn cikgu sbb cikgu byk tpu saya. and tolong la jgn kacau husna dgn syezrel lg. cikgu keikhlasan tu datang dr hati. tp kalo sekali cikgu ungkit. keikhlasan cikgu tu dah dikira kosong. xpe la cikgu dah xnk amek tau pasal saya mcm saya plak yg besalah. mcm saya plak yg PAKAI duit cikgu. xpe la cikgu. THANX FOR EVERYTHING. and lepas ni mmg saya btol2 lost cntact dgn cikgu. saya pk saya murid. hormat cikgu ape sume. tp cara cikgu yang wat saya btol2 hilang respect dkt cikgu. xpe la cikgu. jasa cikgu tetap saya kenang tp saya x penah lupe dkt org tapi ramai org lupe dkt saya. this is for you.

raya?

raya tahun ni cm. ermmm. cm x best je taw. haha. sbb nta. da besar kot. maybe.. cm xde semgt. haihh. ape la aku ni. hehe.org lain bukan main nk beraya. aku cm. xde la cm excited sgt. byk la pulak cm aku. ahah. to tun, tieta, did, difan, sorry that day i have to cancel la buke pose with you guys. haihh.my arwah nenek lang pas away. i pk kalo i x g nnt i mngl or my family members mngl. xde org nk dtg. huhu. nxt time k? ari tu pn smpat jumpe erin. buke umah die. ikan pari msk asam pedas!! perghhh!! terbaik!! nst time kay? td pn putry cll. tnye ape khbar ape sume. rndu korg sume taw! huk2. nnt kite jumpe k?

aku x leh tdo ni.

aku x leh tdo sebenarnye ni. bpk aku, arin, adik2 laki aku x blk lg ni dr ipoh. haihh. keta rosak plak. risau plak aku. adoai. jope everything is fine. huhu.

cinta sempurna

aku tgk cte ni kdg2 sakit ati jgk. haha. smpai nk bunuh dri sbb cinta x diterima. haha. adoai. hmmmm. tp cte ni byk pengajaran. bgus la cte ni. aku suke. sbb die wat kite sedar. n lg satu kn. improve english. haaa. btol x?! n cte ni tnjuk kn betapa jahil nye kite ni sebenarnye. kn kn? and cinta tu sbenarnye we have to keep on searching. hee.

skang da bleh comment da kt blog

skang dah boleh comment da kt blog!! haha. sorry guys. ade mnde yg x kne la dgn blog aku ni. tp skang da okay. comment la

neyo together.

lagu ni arin bg kat aku mase bru cpl. hehe. mmg kne la dgn die.

[ Verse 1 ]
Since the day that we met girl
I ain't never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Want to give you the whole world…ohh
If you make the promise to me you're gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I’m lost and so confused

[ Hook ]
What will it take to show you I’ll be by you’re side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at…ohhh

[ Chorus ]
I’m gonna be the love that’s gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Aint nothin' ever never that bad
That we won't be together
And though we both made a mistake
And some we never wished we made
But we will be okay if we just stay together

[ Verse 2 ]
Oooh…I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life
Girl I know you’re so afraid but I can’t right the wrongs he did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder how many chicks been to my home
I done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

[ Hook ]
What will it take to show you I’ll be by you’re side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where its at…ohhh

( Chorus )…

[ Verse 3 ]
Baby you’re the one I’ve waited for
Because you give me what I need and more
Girl its clear that we are meant to be
Together…together…we should be together
Eternally….Ooohh
Girl I’m gonna be….

( Chorus ) x2

hee. sweet!!