aku yg dah semakin gemok tgk la perubahan aku. haha

tengok ni gmbr2 aku!! urgh!! gemok dan hodoh!!! huk3. lg2 gmbr ikat rmbut. benci taw.!! ade ke ptt butang sua aku tercabut mase aku duduk. depan arin plak tu!! huk33. aku dah gemok!

dis blog is officially shared with mr arin

tu je

nak pindah la

nak pindah la pulak. adouai. mcm2 dugaan la dis sem. xpe2. dugaan. redha2. today got carving class. hope i do well la.

setelah lame x update blog

tee hee. dah lame nye x update blog. kn kn kn? tersgt la busy skang ni. sbb dis sem agak tough la. nk kne score byk2. last sem dpt 3.38 je. sigh** tp okay la. kire worth it la jgk pnt lelah aku ulang alik dr taman melati ke kj. hehe. tun sorry x dpt g umah u. sbb teramat2 busy. nk selesaikn all of my assignments + i lupe sbb trlmpau busy. so sorry ya. pastu mcm2 hal la jd dis past few weeks. bdk2 cls aku wat hal dgn lecturer. hadoy. bkn nye wat hal je mslhnye kuang ajar dgn lect. gle bodoh. faiz. pls la be a grown up person. u r 18 already. so be matured man! ble lg. college life is not the same as school life u know. haihh. pastu x nk ngaku salah plak tu. pasni kalo die wat hal lg aku mls nk amek pot. aku dah tego. so pasni its all up to you wether u want to change or not. ive done my job already. okay? pastu arin pn okay jgk. my relationship dgn die so far so good. happy je. gadoh tu biase. hehe. ape2 pn he always there beside me whenever i need someone to talk to. tp skang dah lame la x ber socialize dgn kwn2. rindu plak rasenye. dah lame x jumpe kwn2 aku. sigh**. tp xpe sbb masing2 sebok nk final kn? aku pn final bln 12 ni. takot plak. nnt la ble dah cuti kite jumpe k guys? smlm c difan yg dah jd ladies tu cll aku. bahahah. jgn marah difan. ape la ko minah. len kali cll le aku awal2. bleh lpk gn ko. len kali ko plan dlu sume then kite hang out k syg? aku pn dah lame gle x jumpe ko kn? pastu smlm my brother wat suprise. die kate x blk dis week tp blk jgk akhirnye. rindu akak ye amir. hehe. pastu die cte la kt aku mcm2 die ckp awek die dah brubah la ape la. aku ckp la. awek ko bru knl dunia tu. but mira x ptt la lyn amir mcm tu. adik aku tu penybr gle. x suke gak die wat amir mcm tu. endah x endah je. x boleh la kn? mcm2 jgk la terjadi cume aku mls sgt nk pk je. sbb takot ganggu konsentrasi aku towards study. aku nk score btol2. nk jd chef yg berjaya. x pn restaurant owner yg berjaya. its time for me to help mak n abh la plak kn. xpe kin! you can do it! hehe. and aku happy je skang ni. RAMBUT DAH PJG!! haha. suke aku. curl2 aku dah mule kua dah. pasni dah btol2 xnk color dah. nk rmbut itam plak. hehe. n pasni aku nk wat blog pasal kitchen la plak. nk update. so that aku igt ape yg aku wat. n hari2 aku nk improve dri aku. n make something new. tu je la. okay then!

emm

dah lame x update blog. alamak. one of my ex schoolmate(taman melawati) ask me to go to her open house dis sat. alamak how? i have no confidence at all la. hmm. after all that had happen to me after dis few years makes me feel sooo down graded about myself. adoai. can i make it? x nk g la. tp da jnji nk g. huk3. segan la. xde confidence. xpe la. just go through la kn? sbb mmg avoid la bdk mwt. all the mwatians. hmm.

sial!

babi. semua la. ko mmg pukimak. mmg kaki laga kn org. mati lg baik la ko ni. aman hidup aku. kimak tol. dpn ckp lain. belakang ckp lain. dpn mak aku bukan main baik ko kn? ko mmg sial. ptt pn ko sakit. talam due muke. hipokrit. pastu mak nanges sbb aku. x pasal2 aku wat dosa. aku kalo ko dah wat taik. aku wat taik la kt ko blk. weh. eeeee. sakit ati la. babi la babi.

sedih

actually aku happy je dgn birthday aku. tp rmai yg lupe wish. mcm erin ,fak ,hafiz, syezrel. nta la. terase dgn dorg. tp erin dgn fak da wish. sgt2 trase. lg2. CIKGU FIRDAUS a.k.a PDOT. aku kecewa dgn die. serious dow. tbe2 je diam. selame ni aku diam kn. so skang ni its time for me to speak out. dah lame aku diam. hmm. die nk ckp ape ckp la. ckgu. np ckgu diam je? ape salah saya? saya x kesah ckgu nk ckp ape pasal saya. tp pls la ckgu enough is enough. tbe2 diam. ape salah saya? saya dah x down la ckgu. wat ape saya nk down pasal amjad tu. saya dah x suke dia. dah naik menyampah dgn die. tp saya x kesah la cikgu nk ckp ape pasal saya. cume saya just nk cikgu tau saya x wat salah ape pn dgn cikgu. xpe la cikgu. tp saya terase dgn cikgu sbb cikgu byk tpu saya. and tolong la jgn kacau husna dgn syezrel lg. cikgu keikhlasan tu datang dr hati. tp kalo sekali cikgu ungkit. keikhlasan cikgu tu dah dikira kosong. xpe la cikgu dah xnk amek tau pasal saya mcm saya plak yg besalah. mcm saya plak yg PAKAI duit cikgu. xpe la cikgu. THANX FOR EVERYTHING. and lepas ni mmg saya btol2 lost cntact dgn cikgu. saya pk saya murid. hormat cikgu ape sume. tp cara cikgu yang wat saya btol2 hilang respect dkt cikgu. xpe la cikgu. jasa cikgu tetap saya kenang tp saya x penah lupe dkt org tapi ramai org lupe dkt saya. this is for you.

raya?

raya tahun ni cm. ermmm. cm x best je taw. haha. sbb nta. da besar kot. maybe.. cm xde semgt. haihh. ape la aku ni. hehe.org lain bukan main nk beraya. aku cm. xde la cm excited sgt. byk la pulak cm aku. ahah. to tun, tieta, did, difan, sorry that day i have to cancel la buke pose with you guys. haihh.my arwah nenek lang pas away. i pk kalo i x g nnt i mngl or my family members mngl. xde org nk dtg. huhu. nxt time k? ari tu pn smpat jumpe erin. buke umah die. ikan pari msk asam pedas!! perghhh!! terbaik!! nst time kay? td pn putry cll. tnye ape khbar ape sume. rndu korg sume taw! huk2. nnt kite jumpe k?

aku x leh tdo ni.

aku x leh tdo sebenarnye ni. bpk aku, arin, adik2 laki aku x blk lg ni dr ipoh. haihh. keta rosak plak. risau plak aku. adoai. jope everything is fine. huhu.

cinta sempurna

aku tgk cte ni kdg2 sakit ati jgk. haha. smpai nk bunuh dri sbb cinta x diterima. haha. adoai. hmmmm. tp cte ni byk pengajaran. bgus la cte ni. aku suke. sbb die wat kite sedar. n lg satu kn. improve english. haaa. btol x?! n cte ni tnjuk kn betapa jahil nye kite ni sebenarnye. kn kn? and cinta tu sbenarnye we have to keep on searching. hee.

skang da bleh comment da kt blog

skang dah boleh comment da kt blog!! haha. sorry guys. ade mnde yg x kne la dgn blog aku ni. tp skang da okay. comment la

neyo together.

lagu ni arin bg kat aku mase bru cpl. hehe. mmg kne la dgn die.

[ Verse 1 ]
Since the day that we met girl
I ain't never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Want to give you the whole world…ohh
If you make the promise to me you're gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I’m lost and so confused

[ Hook ]
What will it take to show you I’ll be by you’re side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at…ohhh

[ Chorus ]
I’m gonna be the love that’s gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Aint nothin' ever never that bad
That we won't be together
And though we both made a mistake
And some we never wished we made
But we will be okay if we just stay together

[ Verse 2 ]
Oooh…I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life
Girl I know you’re so afraid but I can’t right the wrongs he did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder how many chicks been to my home
I done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

[ Hook ]
What will it take to show you I’ll be by you’re side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where its at…ohhh

( Chorus )…

[ Verse 3 ]
Baby you’re the one I’ve waited for
Because you give me what I need and more
Girl its clear that we are meant to be
Together…together…we should be together
Eternally….Ooohh
Girl I’m gonna be….

( Chorus ) x2

hee. sweet!!

entry for today.

BENGANG. thats all.

arghhh!!

buntu. dunno what to do. serabut. but i dont want to show it. haihh. rase sdeyh. semua ade la. adoyai. huk3. ekin. calm down okay? just relax.

buke puasa with hot fm. ehe

td kan aku g buke puasa dgn una, n adik una n kwn adik una. yumi. yumi tu comel gle okay. (tbe2 je). blk kpd cte. aku pn dgn slumber nye pkai bju biase. kwn aku pkai bju kurung. aku pn xpe la. redah jeee. ahahah. mmg simple gle la aku pkai. mcm nk g jj je. haihh. pastu ade la artis kn. mst la ade. aku la antare artis2 kt situ. hak3. gurau je. bapak perasan. mule2 tu yg aku hmpk the hot fm dj's pastu sheila. then kn. tbe2 kn. hafiz af7 ade!! die comel gle.haha. with his curly hair. he is soo cute. tp tu la.artis je pn. aku xde la die hard fan pn. tp smpat la tgkp gmbr dgn die. and muke aku sgt lah mcm bapok. aku minat die because of his voice. mmg adore suara die sbb die budak lg kn. he is 19 kot. x silap aku. nta. x kesah pn. haha. dpt jgk tgkp gmbr dgn hafiz. mst kwn2 aku ckp aku lame sbb hafiz tu pn nk minat. but who cares man. haha. ni lah gmbr aku dgn hafiz. muke aku mcm bapok siaak! dgn rmbot kmbang nye. haihh. x ape la. x kesah pn. hee. and i am soo happy today. nnt aku ckp sbb ape ye.

happy aniversary mohd nor hashrin!

happy aniversary! pukul 8.30 mlm ye. haha.

sweet2 pictures of arin n kikin. (:

hehe. gmbr ni pkai flash. sbb tu aku black n white kn die. haha. gmbr 1st ktorg after few month da couple. today dah 4 month couple. thats y aku wat blog ni especially for him. just to show how i much i love him.n hown much i appreciate him. happy aniversary arin. mase ni bru je lepas potg rmbut. die bleyh tgu aku smpai abis gunting rmbut kt saloon tu. aku rase kalo laki lain dah lame bla. smpai tertdo die tgu aku. thanks arin for all your love and support towards me. and thank you for always be by my side when im in need. hope we will last forever. insyaallah. i love you with all my heart. and again happy aniversary. hee.

bju yg same sbb tgkp gmbr ni pada hari yg same. selepas beberape saat tgkp gmbr bwh ni. haha.

die x kasi aku letak gmbr ni. tp i suke la arin!! mcm spontan je taw! haha. n klaka muke u. comel je. i suke!! over plak aku ni. haha.

hee. ni mase bru potg rmbut la. hehe. dkt toilet st lg. a'ah la. bru aku perasan. mmg xde tmpt lain. ahahahhaha. ni muke konon nk serious la ni. konon.

1st day buke puasa together. hee. arin senyum nk poyo je. geget kang pdn muke.

gmbar2 yg plg aku suke!! ehehe

hehe. sweet x? sweet kn. aku suke gle2 gmbar ni. hehe. captured at toilet st. haihh. mmg xde tmpt lain la. asyik la nk tgkp gmbr kt situ. aku pn x phm. byk plak tu. hahah. arin2. kite ni asyik la dating kt st tu. jgn kahwin n bersanding dpn st jgk dah la. haha. comel x comel x? hee. i love u la syg! u always make me happy. n i suke sgt ble u usap2 pale i n main2 rmbut i and ckp 'i love you' infront of me and make me blush whenever u say that. hehe. keep me smiling okay ririn syg? i love to cll him by that name because it suits him. haha. he call me gigirl, so i cll him ririn la. okay kn syg? haha. aloh2. mcm iklan gg colgate pn ade. haha. masing2 tnjuk gg. i spent a lot of time with him. aww. haihh. syg gle2 la kat ko TUAN HAJI MUDA! haha. papa likes to call u that rite? lepasni nk tgkp byk2 lg gmbr dgn you. n ltk kt blog. hee. love ya abg botak!!

attention to all readers!!

i am updating my blog. xde mnde interesting la nk ckp for the time being. nnt ble da ade. kite gossip2. tooodles.

budak2 zaman skang

just now my sister open her ms account. pastu tgk la gmbr kwn2 die. mak aih. dah g party da. plek aku. sexy ape bagai. aku dlu bodoh2 je. pastu muke bangge je. rase cm klaka pn ade. budak2 zaman skang asyik nk glamour n pk nk famous. g pavi bersidai la kt depan pavi tu jual muke. duduk melanguk kt dpn pavi ramai2. umur bru 14,15, ade tu 13 n 12 pn ade. haihh. just lucky je adik2 aku x mcm tu. adik2. meh dgr cni. akak nk bg advice ckit. kcik2 ni, jgn kejar glamour, belajar dlu elok2. x kesah la korg byk duit ke x. lgpn bukan korg yg kaya. mak bpk korg yg kaye. pastu aku plek. jiran aku nye kwn. she is 14. die ade kwn yg nk sgt involve dgn bdk2 yg dikatekn hot kt sekolah tu. adik, xde ape pn kt dorg tu dek. x kesah la dorg bli bju kt topshop ke,downshop ke, tu duit mak ayah dorg nk kasi kt dorg. x semestinye kite kwn dgn org kaya, kite hot. just be yourself. org akan suke kite kalo kite jd dri kite. tp jgn la pulak tnjuk perangai buruk kite kt org. nnt lg org x suke. okay dek? ngeh2.